~K.L.M.J~

Depressed!!

the best words to describe me rite now...

why?? I dunno....

I just feeling not so well start this afternoon...I did breakfast,lunch but still my body feeling weak.why??this unwell condition makes me so miserable and condensed. but still I went to the secretariats interview just now...

now im trying finding my mood doing PCI asenments...thanx to ALLAH bcoz helping me in finishing the Japanese quiz just now....

the best thing today was having chat with my dearest "pak cik a.k.a en.azmi"...
rindu nasihat die sbg seorg veteran...(peace)
thanx 4 the lunch wpon sbnrnye en.reduan yg nk treat td...huhu
anyway really have fun with en.azmi,kak ana,en.reduan,akak(maryam) and all jhepa staffs today...

to my family....I miss U guys

to my MPP siblings....I need U guys

to my younger bro n sis MPP....I hope U guys still strong standing

and especially to my dearest che wan....u really cute tonite and thnx for being my partner for the interview...i really enjoyed it!!

Now...wanna do PCI!!

tagged by abg~

1. Name one person who make you laugh last night?
-->syafarah

2.What were you doing at 0800?
-->going to public speaking class

3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
-->talking to alang

4.What happened to you in 2006?
-->very excited entering UMP n crazy involved in activities

5.What was the last thing you said out loud?
-->"Aaaaaaaaaaaa....akak!!!geramnye ude!!selame ni die tipu ude"

6.How many beverages did you have today?
-->R.O water n a sip of soy drinks of nadz

7.What color is your hairbrush?
-->blue+white+green

8.What was the last thing you paid for?
-->keropok kt kafe

9.Where were you last night?
-->WDK 28 (public speaking class), cafe (having teka teki with faiz aka penyu n frenz) kerusi biru di KK3(bergosip) :P

10. What color is your front door?
-->blue greenish

11.Where do you keep your change?
-->in choc bottle

12.What's the weather like today?
-->cloudy& raining

13.What's the best ice-cream flavor?
-->abg suke chocs..ude pon!!

14.What excites you?
--> when people trust me n I trust people

15.Do you want to cut your hair?
-->N0!

16. Are you over the age of 25?
-->no

17.Do you talk a lot?
-->depends...sometimes... ;)

18.Do you watch the O.C?
-->x thu la tu ape

19.Do you know anyone named steven?
--->nobody

20.Do you make up your own words?
-->dont want

21. Are you a jealous person?
-->yeah...i mmg kuat jeles.tp amar lg la kuat jeles!!

22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
-->Aznizan

23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
-->Kamarul

24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
-->dayah

25.What does the last text message you received say?
-->"salam.zai, mlm sok ade x?tjuk utk hadis ape?" - Fadilah

26. Do you chew on you straw?
-->no

27.Do you have curly hair?
-->nO ;)

28. Where's the next place you're going to?
-->T0 Bed

29.Who's the rudest person in your life?
-->Him!!

30.What was the last thing you ate?
-->Keropok lekor

31.Will you get married in the future?
-->InsyaAllah...of course

32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
-->Ig0R

33.Is there anyone you like right now?
-->Y not the real name ;) farah..jgn mrh!!

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
-->petang td

35. Are you currently depressed?
-->a little bit

36.Did you cry today?
-->no. but almost ;P

37. Tag 1,2,3,4 or 5 people who would do this survey.
-->1.syafarah
2. fanieka
3.faiz(my bro)
4.fatin (my sis)
5.nurul fatiehah

golden river

After 2 months...

After 2 month…

I felt the excitement
I felt the bliss
I felt the happiness
I felt the love
I felt the warmth
I felt the honesty
I felt the sincerity
I was feeling on the cloud nine in that moment
With the friendship you gave
With the care you gave

After 2 month…
I felt the sorrow
I felt the pain
I felt the sadness
I felt the tears
I felt the hatred
I felt the coldness
I felt the dishonesty
Now, I’m feeling down like a sunk ship
With the friendship you gave
With the care you gave

After 2 month..
I force myself to give and take
I force myself to adapt
I force myself to accept
I force myself to have patience
I force myself to chill everything
In everything happen in this life

But I cannot lie
To you and even myself
You broke my trustworthy
You broke the friendship
You broke the love
That I placed deeply in this heart

After 2 months..
I found out
I ask myself
When these lies will end??

by: Zaidatul Akmal Binti Mohd Mustapha
3 Mac 2009, 11.00 a.m., UMP

this entry is entitled after 2 months bcoz this is the first tyme i update my blog after 2 months ago.sory readers bcoz no updates in this two months...this is a little bit i felt after 2 months